Im away. ~

30.08.2012

I need someone to ask me how am I and really mean the words while asking them.
Im not well... not well at all...

I laugh and joke and smile about this... but thats just a way to make myself believe that everythings going to be fine...
and a way to hide from others what really happens within my head...

I need someone to break the shell before I explode from all that I keep inside...
Im Afraid I wont make it on my own...
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